i guess it's goodbye

Finally moving off to another place. Many reasons why. I guess it's a brand new life there! I'll leave this place for some good ol' memories ;)


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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life now
1) :D
2) :/

Day Ten: One confession
1) I am bisexual.

I kept my promise and finished the letters ;) Goodbye creamwithcrumbs, you've been a great place for me to rant. I'll definitely miss you.

Where were we hunny?

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot
1) You
2) How to improve myself
3) Us
4) The past
5) The future
6) *
7) *


Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done
1) Quitting basketball
2) Getting together with
3) Didn't wanted to go overseas and study when I was p5 
4) Making my life in this family eff up 
5) Losing so many things and people who was dear to me 
6) Change myself 


Day Six: Five people who mean a lot 
1) Leon 
2) Kai Min 
3) Grandpa 
4) Ree 
5) Natassha 


Day Seven: Four turn offs 
1) Armpit odor 
2) Annoying 
3) Bossy 
4) Eff up 


Day Eight: Three turn ons 
1) Cute 
2) Lovable 
3) Sexyyy 

Maybe we weren't what we thought we could be baby, maybe our forever doesn't exist, all those promises meant nothing, our souls and heart died where it shouldn't. I still love you no matter what happens, and this promise ain't gonna die until my heart for you does.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart

Cravings for all this now... See why I need to change a camera? The flash is blocked by the lens :(

1) Sweet talker
2) Entertaining
3) Good fashion sense
4) Fun!
5) Caring
6) Super sweet towards me
7) Hang out a lot one-to-one :)
8) Just like Leon + (1) (5) (6) - some of the teasing

Oh how number 8 would be the best boyfriend in the world with a little of plus this and minus that x) Did I mention I wanna leave Singapore damn badly :((( I wanna see the world..... Just gotta save up money and go! Not gonna use much of mum's money.

I wanna be a red head soon!!! Sigh where did all my money go :(((( Decided I should just get my cam next year... AHHHH I'M IN A MESS NOW. ARGH. Had a hair cut and now it's so fugly, owell.

I'm spinning round and round, in whatever way I still go down.

Day Two: Nine things about yourself

Shoes to die for

1) Fussy
2) Short-tempered
3) Spoilt brat - (As according to my boyfriend)
4) I like labels
5) Shy (No seriously I'm very shy among people I don't know)
6) Loud
7) I don't understand myself
8) Bitch
9) Weird

Time to be stronger than ever

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people

@ 2:08am, getting ready for bed.

Hahaha with my pore strip on! Just so bored trying to keep awake to wait for L to finish Dota. Goodnight everyone! Sweet dreams! *Smooches*

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people
Day Two: Nine things about yourself
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot
Day Seven: Four turn offs
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life now
Day Ten: One confession


Where did I go wrong? I'm sincerely apologize.

1) I'm sorry I'm a bad girl to you.


2) You're pretty just the way you are, no make-up, no nothing, most importantly, not fat.


3) Let's patch up shall we, I'm sorry I said those horrible things to you.


4) (Okay this is gonna be an angry one) You should just shut your fucking trap up and leave us alone, I don't actually really care whether you left my life or not because you don't even deserve me. Used to pity you that's why I even bothered to reply, but now, nah, you're just a waste of a big space in Singapore. You should know who you are. JSYK, I don't want you back in my life.


5) Thank you for screwing up my life in Anderson. I regretted.


6) I love  you and you're not fat, you're just cute in your cheeks. Hehex


7) Screw you for making me to that state a few months back.


8) You disgust me very much, you're not cool, stop thinking that you are.


9) I miss you, very much.


10) The whole world will be so envious of us one day.



Ohhhh the horror I'm feeling right now again. I forgotten about classes again and I just slept past it. Haven't been back to school for any extra lessons nor submitting some stupid form. Have been working, should really save up some money to go overseas next year after my N's. Mind's in a whirl, feeling so aimless.

Come to think of it, I haven't been going out till late night. How I want to leave Singapore now.. Getting so sick of this, yet feeling a tinge of numbness, oh the irony. Blablabla I should just shoot myself in the eyeballs.