Losing all my confidence in study, my mindset has changed into something that I shouldn't even think of. Maybe because I can go way too deep in hatred, thus life dislikes me so much. I'm constantly losing track of what I am doing. Every night I try to avoid and stay away from all my silly thoughts, but sometimes I realise that, this is reality, and yes I still have to go on.
I'm never occupied with work, I try to study, I get distracted, and worse is I only remember all for a day? The next minute after exam is over I'll immediately forget all about it. Really hate myself for screwing up so many subjects :( And here I am, blogging when I have Math paper tomorrow. I'm mathematically disabled, yups.
Busy me will be all fine after next week! I really need a good night sleep, I haven't been sleeping too well for the past few days. And always cooping myself up at home. I want to feel the world at my toes again! Everything is in a rush now.
Somedays I just feel my incompletion of a heavy heart, a pinch where it can hurt so bad. The words just don't fit in so well.
I do have times when I get really mad and I've had it right to the tip of my toes, I feel like I'm gonna explode anytime. I can be a bitch and throw a fit around. Owell trying to change here even Kai Ming says my attitude is much better HMPH.
随便啦，我快要放弃了。。。
Harrow Muffins. Thank you for taking your time into teaching and handling me even when you have your O's to worry about. We'll stick through everything together forever alright? You study damn hard. Remember okay, fight all the way. Love still abounds baby, even though you are teasing me every single day. Thank you and I love you - I am such a boyfriend girl sometimes.
1) Sticky
2) Messy laptop table
3) This year's valentines rose
4) Cute stuffed toys
5) Memories of Midnight - Super good book that I actually neglected Leon for it
6 & 7) Just being bored
I guess I'm just born with zero tolerance, no patience and an extremely stupid and childish brain. I think I'm such a big time asswipe when it comes to herrrr haha. Oh whatever let Karma hit me back then I really don't give a shit about my life anymore. I wanna move to the States!
Bonelights has been updated! Btw, I won't be completing the letter thing for now, I'll just save it in this post! :D
Letter 3 — Your parents
Letter 6 — A stranger
Letter 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Letter 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Letter 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Letter 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Letter 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Letter 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Letter 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Letter 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Letter 15 — The person you miss the most
Letter 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Letter 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Letter 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Letter 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Letter 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Letter 23 — The last person you kissed
Letter 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Letter 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Letter 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Letter 28 — Someone that changed your life
Letter 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Letter 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
